It's Been A While

...Since I blogged. Mm...so much to write, so little time.

First off? My heart condition is still unknown. I'm now working with a new cardiologist after the first tried to off me with meds (thankfully I didn't take any as they were for "life-threatening arhythmias"). Though I'm having to start over again at square one, both doctors have agreed now that whatever is wrong with me is not life-threatening. I'm now wearing another heart monitor for two weeks. I feel sexy, let me tell you.
My biggest problem since this began a month ago has been frustration. I'm frustrated that I can barely walk across a room without my heart rate excelerrating and beating too hard. I'm frustrated that I'm so exhuasted that I can't make it to church because I'm concerned about the drive home. I'm frustrated that because I can basically only drive to work and back I never get to see my friends anymore. I feel very isolated and rather pointless right now. I know that God has a plan in all of this, and I try to constantly remind myself that He who created and holds my heart knows exactly what is happening to it. Most days this is enough.

I'm still working at the Blue Goose (in Plano) as a hostess and am also still out in "the 'Ville" with my family. I'm registering for classes this week, Lord willing, and will likely be commuting to UNT in the fall. Because of the recent health issues, I have sadly had to step down from serving with the amazing Kids Village staff. I have absolutely adored working with all of the gifted musicians and leaders. It was a very hard decision for me to make, and I hope to someday be able to serve there again. I will be continuing to serve on the Village Crew running the visual media once a month.

Mkay I believe that's all this poor mind can come up with for now. I promise to blog again sooner next time.